A year ago, today, my water broke at 2:30 a.m. I remember feeling so many emotions once the realization set in that the next time I walked into our home, we would be a family of four. I remember the nurses asking me as they wheeled me to the maternity wing “are you having contractions?” and my response being “I’m not sure. I feel a little uncomfortable, so maybe?” to which they followed up with “this is your first baby, huh?” and we all laughed. Never, in my wildest dreams, did I imagine how much being a first time Mommy would change my life forever.
I only got to see your beautiful face and hear your equally beautiful cry for a minute before they gave Mommy the “sleeping medicine” on the table LOL. But I still remember how I cried immediately upon seeing your little face over the sheet before I fell asleep. However, the part I remember the most was when I finally was wheeled from the recovery room, and I was able to hold you for the first time. I don’t think I’ve ever cried that much in my life. I’m crying right now as I think about how perfect you were and still are. Your perfect little lips, nose, eyes, chin, ears, hair, fingers, toes, heartbeat…I could go on forever because everything about you was seriously perfect. I couldn’t believe the little baby girl I had shared my body with for exactly 37 weeks was finally in my arms. I couldn’t believe I could love someone so little, so much. It was that day I learned what it meant to have my heart on the outside of my body.
Everyday I say the same prayer for you. I thank God for bringing you into our lives, for allowing me to be your Mother, and for keeping you safe and sound. I thank Him for the joy and happiness you bring to everyone you encounter, as well as, being a blessing on this Earth. I pray you do God’s will and fulfill your purpose on His earth. I pray that no weapon formed against you shall prosper, and I end the prayer thanking God one more time for bringing you into my life.
You have taught me a love I will forever be grateful for. You have taught me why the title “Mommy” means the world and more. You have taught me how to love even deeper than I could ever imagine. You have taught me why being a parent is the greatest gift I could have ever received in this life.
Today is such a bittersweet feeling. I have spent the last eight months of your life sharing with the world how wonderful you are. I have written each blog post knowing it was only getting closer to your first birthday. As happy as I am you are growing into such a smart, beautiful and independent little girl, it makes me sad my little itty-bitty baby won’t need me as much as she once did. I am beyond excited to see what this next year will have in store. I especially can’t wait for all of the lessons you will teach me over the next year as well.
Happy birthday, Jordyn Denise Jamieson!
I pray God blesses you to see many many many more.
You are such a blessing and so loved.
Love, Mommy <3
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That was beautiful! Happy Birthday Jordyn!!! She reminds me of my Jordan so much! Looks like they could be cousins lol. Have a wonderful day with your little one!
Thank you so much for reading and for the birthday wishes! Every time I see pictures of your Jordan I think the same thing! We’ll just call them play cousins haha. I hope you two are doing well 🙂
She is such a gorgeous girl! I can’t believe she is already a year old. Happy Birthday, Jordyn!
Thank you, love! I can’t believe it either. Time goes way too fast 🙁
😍❤️ can’t believe you gave life to this sweet little grey eyed love. Every year on her birthday is also a second Mother’s Day and birthday of your own. Happy giving life day. Woman’s greatest power to do something man can’t ever. So happy Jordyn choose you to be her mommy.
Awww thank you so much, Nelly! It seriously is the greatest gift being her Mommy. I wouldn’t trade it for the world! 😘